When you are being nice, some people might/will take advantage of it that sometimes you don't know how to get out of it. When you are being "tough" or "dark" just to not get involve in the people you don't like will be bad for you (at least sooner or later)...
It's ok. Right now, I just have to "empty/clear" my self again. Along my way in coming where I am now, I picked up a lot of things: happiness, friendships, hardships, sadness, anger, disappointment, failure, love, hate, and etc. I'll throw away all the negatives and keep my faith. Faith. I'm glad I got to pick you. With this, all along side you will come -at least, eventually.
I'll keep my honest and peaceful self. My loyalty to God and love to the people close to me. I'll keep my cool and calmness. I'll keep my self-control and self-respect and be humble. I'll keep whatever makes God happy. -Like how I used to.
At the other side, I'll also keep my toughness and strength. My frankness, my sharp tongue, and my being ignorant (at times). I will speak hurtful things if it is needed and if it is only the truth. -Like how I used to.
I found myself back from the start and thought why? And, If this where I should really head to? And yes it is, but, start with the proper equipment -that is.
I keep the people I can be with and be a stranger to those people I can't deal with -being a stranger that's like that you haven't met with no idea what they are -no idea what annoyance they give you. If then, it will give a chance to "meet" them again then fine. But this time with the proper equipment to (shield and defend) myself.
I can have both sides of the monochrome -light and dark. With the proper balance and righteousness.
I can say no if I want, I can smile if I want, I can laugh if I want, I can be angry if I want, I can do what I want.
If ever I get the negative stuffs again then so? I'll cry if I feel like it but I will not forget the fact that I can shrug and throw those away again.
This inner peace, I would like to keep -always.
I am ready for my tomorrow.
Ready. Set.
GO!
