I hate myself

I Can't Sleep

What did I do to wake up around 1am and not fall asleep again? =_= Later at 5am I have to be in church for choir practice amd then go to work.

Aisjfhkfoskqjelfkglgo! sleep already! T_T

Oh yeah.. I've been woken up by a bad dream =_=

Temporary feelings, go, go, awaaaaaayyyy! >_<

I think I freaking hate everybody there

I was being nice but I guess I was "too" nice.

Haven't felt this way in a long time. This feeling of loneliness.

:3

It was you again... 

I was glad that it seemed to be no time interval (at all!) since the last time we had met...

This time, it was the same form and same protective care, like the very first time I've met you.

I-d-drawing uli kita :)

nag-blog uli dahil di mawala sa isip ko ung dream na un, na last last week pa ata.. X>

i want my individualism

i want to be away from them after all...

becuase they are insensitive and selfish being toward me.

and they are expecting i do something for them... i wish they coulf be mature.

Why does this always happen?

And history repeats itself....

The heavy weight in your chest.
The what ifs.
The sadness.
The prevention of it before it starts.
The good bye.
The missing of a person.
The longing.
The shame of losing.
The tears.
The heartache.
The becoming lost.
The killing.
The forcing of not missing.
The lying to self.
The forgetting.
The emptying.

The starting...

I did this for You so, please, help my heart.