It's annoying to have an UNWANTED attention :\

i will be the best freakin' hybrid ever!

so many thoughts recently..but so lazy to sort it out and "voice" it out here.. then.. i become so blank.. this seems to be familiar...

What was that sad face I saw on my father's. I can't imagine what were they experiencing.. What is happening to them in that place where I don't want to think bad of. I wish to join my parents.

I see that they are already mad at that person... then WHY THE HECK IS HE IN THAT POSITION IF HE HAS WHAT PEOPLE CLAIM TO HIM??? Why must we experience this while he can be so free and us be like.. thrown away???

I wish to do something and clean what was imprinted to my papa and to others involved- or is this revenge I'm feeling? trying to hide it as providence?

Til when should we experience these hardships? What should we must realize til we can finally - at least, lighten our loads?

dang... i don't wanna be here =_=